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9/4/08_4:57 leaving ny
I sat in the car driven by meir watching this beautiful city go by. For the past day going through the motions I had gone through so many other times one question kept going through my mind. "What had happened to me this summer to make me feel this way?"
Content_ things have been going as planned; still w/a few glitches that I need to work out but nothing to harsh. When I realized I have to be careful not to trip. My fear is tripping and then not getting myself back up. I say I work best under stress. And as my schedule reflects, I should be stressed only here lies the problem. I'm not. Things are good. I'm lost in a cheesy romance novel which sits next to my bed. I have amazing classes w/very intelligent people and amazing apartment w/amazing people.
So here comes the planning how do I not fall. Keep the order. I haven't been looking back I'm truly taking it day by day
What threw me into this feeling was an action I took on today which I feel like I hadn't done in years unless asked.
We walked to the "high bridge water tower" instantly I knew MUST take photos. The quality of the photographs is still questionable. But the passion was still there. We walked down the tower on to the street and the urge did not reside.
Content_ things have been going as planned; still w/a few glitches that I need to work out but nothing to harsh. When I realized I have to be careful not to trip. My fear is tripping and then not getting myself back up. I say I work best under stress. And as my schedule reflects, I should be stressed only here lies the problem. I'm not. Things are good. I'm lost in a cheesy romance novel which sits next to my bed. I have amazing classes w/very intelligent people and amazing apartment w/amazing people.
So here comes the planning how do I not fall. Keep the order. I haven't been looking back I'm truly taking it day by day
What threw me into this feeling was an action I took on today which I feel like I hadn't done in years unless asked.
We walked to the "high bridge water tower" instantly I knew MUST take photos. The quality of the photographs is still questionable. But the passion was still there. We walked down the tower on to the street and the urge did not reside.
Just some I wrote earlier this month. Some stays the same other things have chenged. But regardless that was a good moment I still remember the questioning silent smile on my face. And the cheesy romance novel no long lies next to my bed
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