Social angsiety (spelling)

I have it is the point
No matter the history I stick to the same people
I feel comfort in the know no matter the good or bad
I hold attachment to those I know becuase I know what to expect
New goal well not really new but now that I feel I have a better understanding or the root of me problem I shall reinstate the goal to meet more people and let go a little
Honestly I feel I have already begun this process unconsciencetly
Through my attachment to fort yes a band made up of people I have known since moving to boston but through them I have built a bridge to cross over to others I do not know
I don't mean to say I'm going to transform into this grand outgoing person but maybe put down these walls a little more and not go so crazy (feeling like I'm going to have a heart attack) when I speak to someone new
In my deffence this thought came about with a very different sort of phone call the kind that could make anyone a little crazy a phone call from one whom you spoke your what seems like life story to in about a nonstop 3 hour period and after felt extremly light on your feet the kind of person u felt strangly liberated around the problem? The lack of sobriety invovled
I know I've been here before
But can my miss spelled anxiety handle it again right now

Art

Art at this moment is philosophy we art simply just breaking up thew smallest pieces on out lives and bring them back together
That is the truth to understnading all things
We just need to break all things apart to its smallest pieces to understand why things accure
The philosophers of are time and past did just. That they would break apart what we already know into ehat seems to be more complicated terms but in essence they were making it simpler put it into building blocks to what we already know
I'm not positive this can make sense to anyone else but I but here it is on the internet
I'm still praying for
Obama